Tuesday, October 25, 2011

The Talisman

I read The Talisman by Stephen King and Peter Straub over the summer and into august. I thought I would post my review here.


Imagine being able to travel to a parallel universe just with one little thought. People all over the world would take the chance to escape their lives for even just a minute, and if traveling to a different world was the way to do it, then so be it.What would happen though? What horrors or miracles would you find? Stephen Kind and Peter Straub make you ask yourself these questions as you read the Talisman. Would you wreck havoc by traveling to this other world? what would you find?

King and Straub launched me into the Talisman at full speed, with their enticing tales of the Territories weaving more and more curiosity into my mind. Once I got through the first few chapters it became extremely hard to put the book down, whether it was so I could go to bed or because I needed to pay more attention in my science class, it was very hard to tear the words from my mind. It captivate me one-hundred percent.

When I started reading the Talisman because of a suggestion from my mom and sister, I had no idea what type of book it was, or what I was going to be reading. I thought that it would be hard to get into, boring, and that I wouldn't like it. I thought all of this only because my mom and sister had been begging me to read it for years. I was completely wrong about the book.

I read the first words completely clueless over what to expect. "On September 15th, 1981, a boy named Jack Sawyer stood where the water and the land come together, hands in the pockets of his jeans, looking out at the steady Atlantic." They're simple words, but they're the first words in the book. The very first thing the reader will know about the story. It's basically the most important part of the book. Well... that and the ending of course.

I loved how King and Straub weaved the tale of a twelve year old boy's sorrows and his trials as he traveled across the country to save his mother who was suffering from cancer. They managed to take you into the story, right on the pages of the book. In part of the book it says, "It occurred to him..." (Jack) "... That you could only express your ownership of a thing in terms of how freely you could give it up..." The book took you into the eyes of a twelve year old dealing with the life of an adult. I don't think they could've done better.

While it is an amazing book, I was a little disappointed here and there. First, I had a hard time getting into the book, no I don't think that is necessarily the authors fault, I'd just never read anything quite like it.

(Spoiler alert!)
Second, my favorite character, Wolf, died . It tore my heart into pieces when he was shot. I cried through the whole chapter. I felt as though I had gotten to know him, and like I was losing a friend. Now, I know that it sounds really weird and crazy, but it's true. I think that's the one spot that I could not be more upset about, but it needed to happen for the outcome of the story. Who knows what would've happened if he hadn't died. The whole story could've and probably would've changed.


So while at one point I may have wanted to stop reading because my favorite character died, or because I was having a hard time getting trough some chapters, I am so glad I read this book. It changed my opinion and my outlook on some things, and gave me one more world to add to my "personal" collection. I would definitely recommend this to people.

Every book you read is going to be frustrating at parts, and you just have to get through them, or you may not get to the real treasure underneath.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

A Whisper Away

My feet pounded against the earth beneath me ferociously, sending me further away from the predator. I had to get away.  I heard branches snapping and leaves crunching in the wake of my pursuer, each thunderous step getting closer and closer. I shoved branches out of my way, just to have them swing right back at me. I stumbled through the thick  under-growth, each slithering root trying to snag my feet as I ran. It was difficult, but I wasn’t about to give up. Trees flew past me as I dodged them left and right. While I ran my mind wandered for a fraction of a second, wondering why I had been stupid enough to leave the trail, and then there wasn’t any flat ground beneath my feet. Instead, a dangerously steep slope covered with broken branches and large threatening rocks rolled beneath me.
            The world began to spin, a blur of broken colors. Nothing made sense. I couldn’t figure out which way was up or which way was down. As I tumbled down onto the slope, I heard the creature skid to a stop at the top of the treacherous slope, sending several branches and rocks sliding down the hillside.  A cry escaped my chest as a sharp fallen branch pierced into my side. Nothing seemed to slow me down. It felt as though I hit every single obstacle possible on my fall. Finally, I came to a thudding stop at the bottom. I felt blood trickling down my face, and my entire body ached from the painful fall. At least the creature that had been chasing me was gone, I thought.
            Tears poured down my face. Sharp raspy breaths burst from my chest. Nobody would notice that I had wandered off, and if they did notice no one would care. “Curiosity killed the cat.” My dad would always tell me. Now my curiosity would kill me, I would die here, and there was nothing I could do about it. If I had just stayed on the main trail of the forest none of this would have happened. Gosh, why had I been so stupid? Always ignoring what my parents said, what everybody said. I began to search the forest floor for my backpack but there wasn’t a single trace of it; I must have lost it on the hill. I reached up to my neck to grab my whistle, but it had disappeared too. “I’m lost, with no food, no water, no supplies, and no way out. I’m going to die in this awful place.” My thoughts began to haunt me. How would I get out of here?
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Earlier that morning:

I worked on finishing getting ready for school, I glanced at my clock and was surprised to see that it read 7:00 A.M. and my school, Jordan Rivers Junior High, started in twenty minutes. I hear my dad yelling at me from the kitchen, "Shyanne! Get down here now. You're going to be late for school!" I quickly finished packing my backpack with things I would need on the field trip, and ran downstairs. I hugged my dad goodbye, and then ran out the door to catch the bus as it drove up to my stop. Right as we got to school we switched buses to go to Deschutes National Forest for our field trip. The field trip was a wildlife exploration trip, I really didn't want to go, but my dad wouldn't let me skip, he said that it would be good for me to learn something about nature. 
When we got to the forest it was 12:00 P.M., we got off the bus and our teacher, Mr. Hansen, called everyone to his attention and begin to speak, “Students, I know you are all very excited and anxious to get moving but there are some rules we need to go over first. Rule number one; always stay with the class as a group or with at least one other person. Rule number two, always stay on the path. We don’t want anyone to get lost today. Rule number three, if you are lost stay put and blow on your whistles, which I will begin to pass out in a moment. Is everyone clear on the rules?” The class mumbled back yes’s and nodded their heads. After he passed out the whistles, I decided I was tired of the lectures. So I decided to do some exploring of my own. I left the group, and walked off the path, into the forest. As I walked off I just managed to catch Mr. Hansen’s last words:
“Alright students,” He said “Your free to go, and don’t forget that you need to be back on the bus by two o’clock.”
            While I walked my tennis shoes hooked underneath old tree roots, nearly tripping me every time. Branches would slap me in the face, and bushes would scratch my legs with their vicious thorns and sharp sticks. After a few minutes of the difficult trek I decided that I should probably go back. When I turned around to go back to the group, I couldn’t figure out which direction I had come from. I began to panic. What if I was lost? What if they couldn’t hear me? Did they even notice I had left? I was trying to calm myself down when I heard a low growling noise. It sounded like it came from directly behind me. I didn’t even turn around. I just ran.
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            That’s how I came to be in this cold, muddy, miserable place. My head still pounded with pain, and my vision was blurry. I must have hit a rock or something when I fell down the slope. Oh well, I knew I had to do something soon. I slowly and carefully stood up, then started walking in the opposite direction of the slope I had tumbled down only minutes ago.
While I was walking I thought about my mom, she would know what to do. I wished she could be here with me, instead of buried in Greenwood Cemetery. If only that drunk driver hadn’t drank as much, or left the bar a little later. No, nothing could change that she had been dead for over six years now; I had to get over it. I cleared my mind of my mom and kept walking.
            After walking for a while I began to get thirsty, my tongue felt like sandpaper in my mouth, and after crying my throat felt raw. When I had not known what to look for, other than a way out, it was misery. Filled with a little bit of fresh hope, and eagerness to complete my goal, I started walking once again, this time in search of water.
            As the sun began to set in the west I heard the trickling of a stream. I began to walk faster, eager to get to the water. I ran to the edge of the stream, dipped my hand in and splashed my face. The water felt cool and refreshing as each drop hit my skin. I then dipped my mouth into the water, taking several mouthfuls at once. I drank until I felt like I would explode. With my stomach satisfied, and feeling tired, I wearily crawled over to a bush and slept.
Day 2
            When I woke up I was cold, sore, and caked in mud. I felt like I had been hit by a truck, rolled in mud, then stuck in a freezer. It took me a minute to remember where I was, and what had happened. When I did I felt like crying again. I struggled to hold back tears of pain and fear as I stood up. I walked over to the stream, and took a drink. After drinking I began to explore the edge of the stream.
            While I walked my stomach growled loudly, a reminder that I hadn’t eaten since yesterday morning. I saw a bush with red berries on it and decided to try them. They couldn’t hurt me, right? Oh well, my hunger won this time, not caution. I put one in my mouth and when I bit down the berry made a small “Pop!” and then it burst in my mouth. It tasted sour, but right now I didn’t care. After eating all the berries I could find on the bush I kept walking, looking for a way out.
            After what felt like a few hours later, I was still walking. The stream had dried up a long time ago, and my feet were beginning to hurt. Now I wandered aimlessly, hoping desperately to escape this place. The sun rose to its highest point in the sky, and began to slowly bake me in its rays. “I’m never going to find my way out of here. I’ll die here. Every hour I’m getting more and more lost.” I said to myself, no longer bothering to keep my thoughts in my head. So I decided to try what I had always been taught when I was little, to stay put if you’re lost. I sat down on the wet muddy ground and waited.
            The sun began to set and I was still waiting. Nothing had happened, other than my stomach feeling like someone had turned it inside-out and upside-down. Why was my stomach upset? Was it the water? Maybe it was because I hadn’t eaten anything since the berries this morning. Wait, the berries! That’s it! They must have had something in them that upset my stomach.
            My stomach lurched, and even the very thought of taking another step sent thoughts of surrendering into my mind. Tonight, I would stay here. I found a large tree with several bushes surrounding it, crawled underneath them, and fell asleep.
Day 3
            I slowly struggled out of my sleep. I felt like I had become an iron boot, dragged through wet concrete. It felt impossible. As I struggled to wake up, I felt something cold hitting my face. I finally managed to open my eyes, and I saw dark thunder clouds overhead with rain pouring out of them. I sat up, and quickly discovered that I was freezing. As I looked all around me I realized that a puddle of water had pooled around me.
            I opened my mouth to catch some rain, then I heard a voice “Shyanne! Shyanne where are you?”
I didn’t recognize the voice but I responded anyway, willing to take any chance to get out of this torturous place. “Hello? I’m over here!” I yelled back to the mysterious voice. Who was calling out for me? Did they send out search parties? No, they couldn’t have already discovered that I was missing, could they? It didn’t matter now, people knew that I was here, and they were coming to save me.
            In a few minutes they were close enough that I could hear their footsteps. I sank to my knees, and began to cry. Holding my head in my hands, I was filled with relief that this horrible nightmare would finally be over. I could finally go home. I stood up and started walking towards the sound of the footsteps. I called to whoever was there, “who are you?” my voice cracked as I spoke but I knew they heard and understood what I said.
 “I’m detective Alexis Jones, we’ve been looking for you for two days now! Shyanne, where are you?” Detective Jones yelled back.
 “I’m over here!” I managed to yell through my sobs. Finally I saw them, about five or ten people that I could see, and they were all looking for me.
            I saw my dad in the front of a group, followed by detective Jones' crew, and I ran over to him. My muscles which had been tense for so long began to loosen as he wrapped me in a warm, familiar, bear hug. I couldn’t hold back the tears that streamed down my face, but these were tears of happiness, and relief. He held me tightly in his arms, telling me over and over again, in his sweet calming voice, that it's okay, that everything was going to be okay, that I was safe, and that soon, I would be home.

Finding Different Perspectives

When The Help came out as a movie, my family and I was so excited to see the movie of the book we new and loved. It's been a constant topic around the house since we heard that it was becoming a movie. Somewhere in the book it said something along the lines of " if you are in a hard patch in life, try to find a different perspective" Now that is a very bad recitation of the quote, but I couldn't find it elsewhere. Lately I've been talking to one of my friends who has been going through a rough time, and it makes me realize how lucky I am to have such a great family who loves and supports me in every way. Everyday I read posts from people on a website called Gives Me Hope that has posts from people who have seen or witnessed an inspirational event. I always get really sad when I get to the end of the page or to posts that I have already read. One post that I read recently said: 

                                        "My roommate, who is struggling to even
                                         buy food went on a run yesterday.

                                         When she got back I noticed she didn't
                                         have the sweatshirt she was wearing
                                         when she left.

                                         I asked her where it went,she said she
                                         came across a homeless man and that a 
                                         5 mile run in the cold is nothing
                                         compared to a night in it.

                                         Her love and compassion for others GMH."

Reading this website makes me realize that maybe the world isn't as bad as we always see on the news. It makes me realize that maybe one day we won't have to hear about wars or crimes. Reading this website everyday GMH that one day we can change our world to be a better safer place for everyone.
Back to the main subject of this blog though, this website can really change your perspective on life, whether it is raising your appreciation for you family, your home, your friends, or your community, it really does change you.


As I'm writing this blog post, I'm watching 'Extreme Makeover: Home Edition' with my family. In the episode a family in New York has 2 kids. One of their kids was born with dwarfism, but the Korpai's house was not safe for Hailey, their daughter with dwarfism. Ty Pennington and his crew built a house for them that was safe for their daughter. The Korpai family started a program for raising awareness about dwarfism, called "Understanding Dwarfism", and Ty Pennington and his crew made it possible for them to continue their awareness program, and invite others into their home for "Understanding Dwarfism" events. The Korpais now have a much safer home for their daughter. If you want to learn more about dwarfism, visit their website here.

Everyday, somewhere someone loses their best friend, their mom, their sibling, their dad. Our world is surronded with loss, but with things like Gives Me Hope, and Kids Give Me Hope, and Love Gives Me Hope each day can be made just a little bit easier for someone who may be going through a rough time.

Sunday, October 09, 2011

Photography? I Think Yes.

Several years ago on Christmas I woke up eagerly with my sisters and ran up the stairs to see what Santa had brought us that year. Looking around the room I saw a giant remote control car sitting on top of the pantry for Abby, a beautiful easel for Carley, Rockband for Emily, a stereo for Madi, and sitting in the corner of the room right next to the front door was a little box wrapped in Santa Clause wrapping paper. At my mom's permission, we all ran to the gifts adorned with our names. (except for Abby who had to wait for her's to be brought down from the top of the pantry. She just got to gaze up at it for the time being.) We all tore into the wrapping paper/ boxes, and I just stared at the little box in my hands. I couldn't believe what I was looking at, the one object I had been asking about for years, a brand new bright pink camera. (Now at the time pink was my absolute favorite color, I was about 7.) I eagerly and quickly opened up the box and pulled out the camera and began to take pictures and play with the settings as fast as possible.
As the morning progressed I still had my camera out snapping hundreds and hundreds of pictures, having no idea what I was doing, until the memory filled up. Later that day I plugged it into the computer and begin to fiddle with the different settings for uploading the pictures. Ever since that Christmas when I got my camera, I have loved photography. (Although there was a time when I barely took any pictures)
In the past year or so, two of my sisters have been trying to make their own photography business, and since then have been pretty successful. They're going to be doing their first wedding soon, and are working on improving their pictures as well using different tools and techniques. I guess you could say photography runs in my family considering the fact that my mom worked as a photographer for a little while. 
About a month or so ago, just a few weeks after school had started, and I had begun to bring my camera to class. (The very same camera I had gotten so many years ago for Christmas) Sadly, after those first few weeks, I misplaced my camera, and to this day, I don't know if it was at home or at school. I have missed my old camera a lot, but my loving sisters bought me a knew one, and I've been learning how to use it since. I still miss my old camera a lot, but I am very grateful to my sisters for buying me a new one that I am beginning to know and love.
Now that I am in a photography class I am learning new tips and tricks to take better pictures, and how to edit them as well. Anyway, here are some of the pictures I've taken in the past month or so, whether as a photography assignment, or just because I wanted to. All the pictures below were taken and edited by me.
 This picture I took in Boston, MA. I didn't have a specific reason to take it but I did,and I think it turned out cool

This was an assignment for photography. We were supposed to use "Kodak's top ten tips"
I think it turned out pretty cool, but I've done better.

This was also taken as an assignment for photography. I saw a box of baseballs, so why wouldn't I take a picture of them?

 This one was really hard to edit, because editing each individual strand of grass on
the baseball plate was really painstaking, but I think the finished result is cool.

 This is another one of my pictures from Boston. This was just a street corner we
drove past that I thought looked cool, so I snapped a picture of it.

 Just a flower I saw during one of our many activities in Boston.

This picture I actually took a few years ago, but I decided to go back through and edit.
All I really did was change the contrast. I took this in Moab, UT at Dead Horse Point.

I love how this one looks like the dandelion is floating in the clouds.
I just saw the reflection of the clouds in the puddle and thought it would look
cool with a dandelion in it. After a little bit of editing, it was perfect.

This picture is one of my all time favorites that I've done recently. I was just walking around my
backyard and picked up a flower and some leaves to use as a backdrop. I think it turned out well.

This picture was taken at Louisa May Alcott's House in Boston, MA. It is the knocker and
bell on the front door. I love that the knocker is a lion.

This was taken from the field of my school, and it was a pretty hard shot to get considering
the traffic on the road, and of course the distance. You can't really tell, but I also edited some
power lines out of the picture as well.

 This was one of the first pictures I took when I got my second camera and was 
playing around with the macro. I love the contrast of the bee and the flower.

This was just a little flower I saw growing in the middle of a field and thought would make
a cool picture. I think I was mostly right.


 This picture was originally taken on one of my old phones, hence the bad quality.
It was a sunset at Pineview Reservoir, And I just tried to brighten the color a little bit. 
Not quite sure it worked so well though.

I've seen pictures of really cool leaves covered with water droplets and I wanted to imitate that,
so I choose a Hosta leaf because they are huge, and it of course, had water drops on it.

This was part of an assignment for photography. The assignment was that we had to
take four pictures of things in the classroom. This was one of them.

This was another one of my pictures for the assignment of things in the classroom.

Also one of my all time favorites. It's a simple sink fauset turned very eye catching by messing around with the contrast of the photo.

Another one of the "items in a room" assignment. I wanted a black and white picture of a chair, and I got one. I think it turned out pretty well.

I loved the bark on this tree and how curly it was, so I took a picture and then played with some editing tools.

This was another one of my pictures where I just walked around my backyard, picked up some objects, and then arranged them and took a picture. In case you're wondering, the odd texture in the background is the mat of a trampoline.
This one I think is my absolute all time favorite. I love how the water and the sky look like paper, giving the whole picture a very... Artistic look. I don't think I could love this picture more.

This picture came about quite oddly. I found this flower, then walked around the backyard wondering where I should take a picture of it. As I was walking by a tree I was blinded by the sun, and then thought it would be really cool to get the sun spot behind the flower, but with the leaves in the tree as a backdrop. So i stuck the flower it a branch and wiggled it around until it stayed so I could take the picture.

Saturday, October 01, 2011

Blogging from Boston, Where the History Just Keeps Coming

History always manages to astound me. From the fascinating architecture, to the bridges, to the historic buildings and sites. We've gone to Louisa May Alcott's house, John Alden's house, countless other historical sites, and it never ceased to amaze me how much history can exist in one tiny little state.

In Massachusetts there was several great writers like the Bronte sisters, Nathaniel Hawthorne, and my favorite, Louisa May Alcott. Louisa wrote many books when she was alive, and as I learned today, she based one of her most famous books: "Little Women" on her very own family.As we walked through the Alcott house, I kept looking around, amazed at the history, and the fact that the building was still in such pristine condition. What amazed me the most was that while on the tour, the guide told us that 80% of the belongings and furniture in the house actually belonged to the Alcott family.

Along the tour we came to the parlor, with a small couch with a small long orange pillow. As we listened to the guide, she told us that this pillow had a very unique story. The story went something like this: "A story passed down through generations of Alcott's descendants concerns Louisa's  'Sausage' pillow and its use as a family signal. When the pillow was placed upright on the couch, it meant that Louisa was happy. But when the pillow was on its side, the observer had best beware, for Louisa was in one of her 'moods.'" That direct telling of the story came from a little tag from my very own "mood pillow", purchased at Louisa May Alcott's house. When Louisa was in her writing "Vortex" as she called it, the pillow would be on it's side. If she was disturbed it has been told that she could be very irritable. Now that I have my very own "mood pillow" I can let others know when to beware of me and my moods.

Another place we visited was John Alden's house. This fascinated me so much because my family has been able to trace our tree back, and we found that we are actually descendants of John Alden. Walking through the house I couldn't help but notice how you weren't aloud to take pictures or videos. It made me a little bit sad because pictures and videos are the best way to show off what adventures and amazing experiences you have been on, it's sad, but it's the way it is and the rules were the same in Louisa May Alcott's house. Walking through the house made me wish that I could find/create some sort of time machine so I could go back in time and witness the lives of people like John Alden, Louisa May Alcott and her family, and many others.

Massachusetts has the most amazing history filled with many course changing battles, the Salem Witch Trials, and others of course. I hope that one day when I'm older I'll be able to take my kids here to Boston, Concord, Norwood, and Massachusetts as a whole. Thanks to my mom and my step-dad Bill, 3 of my sisters and I, along with my parents of course, have had the amazing opportunity to travel across Massachusetts making many memories that I'll never forget. I only wish we weren't missing some of our "troop". We love and miss you Madi and Ashley!

P.S: I will post pictures later, because I have a lot!